Unfortunately anyone who works in fashion, entertainment, et al, will always be scrutinized, ridiculed, torn apart, etc... That is the nature of the business... There is always someone who thinks they can do things better, but put them to the test and they crumble. Take the criticism with a pinch of salt, chew on the meat and spit out the bones... I personally admire anyone who believes in themselves and shoots for the stars regardless of the "ugly"... Keep up your efforts Zarah, and you will succeed!